I couldn’t be anymore thankful for having such an amazing girl in my life:) Even though we just met it feels like we’ve known each other forever.
:) you know who you are
When I look at people that try hard to succeed in school I feel like they don’t deserve it. Why? because I feel like some people aren’t genuine about it. They don’t care about the quest for knowledge; they care about the money that comes along with it. That’s why when I talk to someone and they tell me “I’ve been broke all my life, that’s why I try so hard in school ” and then proceed to tell me how I’m wasting my life away because I’m not going graduating from a fancy university I want to just grab them and yell. What’s the point of doing four years of college if your not even going to actually learn for the sake of learning? If your learning for the sake of the money your doing it for all the wrong reasons. I congratulate those that chose the profession that interests them over the money, and I curse those that just work hard in order to conform to society’s standards “The harder you work the more you earn.” Its a very flawed ideal that gives todays youth a false pretense of what their life might be like after they graduate. Things might not be looking up.
Sometimes I think to myself; what if I just chose to close down all access from me and the internet and everyone I know. What if I just move somewhere far away and be someone different. Be who I want to be and not what people make me out to be. Then I always think back and realize how unlikely something like that could be. Its so annoying. I just want to be able to live my life with the people I care about.
Depressed cause I did shit on my SAT. Now I gotta put my try hard face on now
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